Monday, February 22, 2010

Does not always end the way we have in stories...!!

"I won't go to sleep until you tell me a story pa", exclaimed young Zafran.

"You are even more adamant than your mother. Come here", replied Kartik. He was a man in his late thirties with a face that suggested he had seen the thick and thin of life. He had tried hard to make young Zafran go to sleep but had eventually realized, after a series of such nights, that even someone as tough as him would have to bow in to this 8 year old's will. His son was his priciest possession and even though he had been feeling uneasy throughout the day he held young Zafran in his lap and started with the story.

Kartik spoke, “Once upon a time, there were two friends, Zain and Razzak. They were the best of friends. Their friendship was so deep, that it defied any limits, they could go any lengths for each other...If one was hungry other would give up his food, if one was weary other would complete his work, if one was in a fight other would gladly confront a punch..."

He went on narrating, racking his brain for the tiniest bit of details which were mere whims of his imagination. The power of articulation came naturally to him and young Zafran was already lost in his second world imagining Zain and Razzak marching hand in hand, completing their adventures.

"..One day when they were out on one of their adventures in the jungle, they confronted a gang of robbers.", continued Kartik,"They knew that if they were caught, they won't go back alive. So they hid behind the bushes and hoped that the robbers won't find them. Suddenly the robbers started approaching the place where Zain stayed hidden. With every passing minute Zain could feel the fear growing. Seeing that the robbers were about to catch hold of Zain, Razzak jumped out of his hiding and ran away into the jungle, daring them to catch him. He knew he had no chance but the thought that his friend will be safe became his strength. By the time Zain could understand what his friend had done for him, Razzak had vanished in the bushes and the Robbers had gone behind him. Zain felt deep within him that his friend would return and so he waited and prayed. After a couple of hours Razzak was back. He had defied all odds and had lost the robbers in the jungle. Seeing his dear friend again Zain's face lit up and as they hugged each other, tears rolled down his cheeks...”. Kartik stopped as he realized Zafran was already in sound sleep. He stared at his son's angelic face, sleeping with contentment. He laid Zafran in his bed and came up on the roof.

It was full moon and the silver strands of moonlight lit brightly on his rugged face. As he had gone on narrating the story to his son his stiff face had softened. The uneasiness which he had been feeling throughout the day now grew with every passing second. In his thoughts, he went 25 years back, same day, 1984 riots when his friend Razzak had faced the blow of the angry mob and let him escape unscathed. "Razzak", literally meaning the Protector, had given his life to live up to his name. He had been Kartik's protector. "It does not always end the way we have in the stories”, he thought.

He dearly wished he could hear Razzak’s voice now, calling him "the gracious", Zain, the name which only Razzak used to call him with, the name which now only existed in young Zafran's fantasy world. "At least they are together there..!!", he thought with a feeling of amelioration.

As he stood on the roof motionless, gazing away in the dark, a tear trickled down his weary face.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

MAD^FAD>>

The road less travelled...the woods yet to be explored...m not particularly fond of generalizations..enthralling skies is what i have soared!!!!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

#Mad^Fads

The solution to the most intricate problems is trivial ...and if it isnt ..either the problem is not difficult enough or you are thinking too much.. :)

Friday, May 2, 2008

GOD's book..!!


The path may seem unclear right now
But one day you will see..
That all that came before
Was truly meant to be..

GOD wrote the book that is your life
It might be full of strugle,full of strife
But remember,
HE only writes bestsellers!!
So be proud of who you are..
Never carry a doubt on your existence
Because in this book you are the STAR

Monday, April 28, 2008

Confusion..!!!


what the hell is confusion
is the feeling true or just an allusion
i tell myself ..i know of myself..
there cant be a time when i have an illusion
of course i know what to think..of course i know what to do
i can have no confusion...i can have no confusion

but now,
i aint sure of my steps
my once giant leaps in wretched wrecks
i once had a gaily gait
there isnt a sign of that healthy trait
i was known to solve problems ethereal
now i scratch my head at things so trivial
my voice ,was exemplum of phlegmatic speech
now i shout , stutter and screech
my beaming smile aint so sure
to this confusion i find no cure


cant i think what is best
isnt it the same scene where i used to relax and rest
my mind and heart have entered a collusion
oh my god!!.. this is confusion
now i am wasted , vexed and bruised
what the hell!!,i am confused..damn hell,i am confused..!!!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Aiming the Grammys


Its 3 AM , and the hostel corridor looks like a desolate wasteland..I can see ghostly apparitions but cannot trace a living soul.Every breath i take,every
sound i make reverberates in the secluded block.Suddednly i find a wraith walking through the darkness towards me ,with a face so dark that even darkness dreaded to reveal his face.i shudder but somehow muster up the courage to light up my phone torch and hold it straight at the phantom's face.
Phew..!!!! i breath a sigh of relief recognizing the ex-ghost as one of my friends Rahul.

No, i am not on the set of a horror movie but its one of those dreaded power cuts and most of the block people are asleep making it no less than a horror
movie set. We decide to move to the roof.Wind is blowing with full force which is a relief from the morning sun's blaze. But relief is short lived because
Rahul has brought his guitar with him and is as usual proving to be a nuisance,persuading me to make a song on the new tune he has made.I try to dismiss him politely but adamant as he is,i have to budge ..but promising myself that it wont take long and this will finish his guitar once and for all for the night.

i start off uninterested but soon i realize that woah..!! the proposition aint that bad.We have the protagonist of our heroic song right here in our block..none better than tiddu,reasons for that being...we will have loads to write and the song could never be banal..the spice element will be there.
I sit with rahul engrossed,racking our brains for the tiniest bit of truth that could be exhumed and used as the lyrics.We laugh, we debate,we question, we challenge the credibility of the lyrics and after a brainstorming session we come out with a satisfactory copy of the song..our heads held high as though the next grammy's is ours..oh!! damn yes we are elated. We label this short litte session of ours as the making of "tiddu mere yaar"- yes this is the title of the song.i listen to the recording again revelling in its symphony...it all seems so perfect.
The power's back and it is getting pretty late so we decide to sleep. i come back to my room, turn off the lights and lie down in order to sleep only to notice a faint smile crested on my lips..as if a person sleeps contended after the day's toil.
(Ohhh yes i am surely going to get the grammy's in my dreams...!! ;) )